i'm a kampung gurl!!

Lately, i realized.. i had been around with da vogue, hot, extra hot, and even spicy frens.. Ya.. having extra hot frens around.... The more i knew about them.. the more i realized bout myself.. ya.. i realized i'm still 'kampung' gurl.. i had my own 'principal' and some pantang larang... em..you know wat happen when u walk along with ur 'extra hot' frens..?? ya.. people keep looking at them.! am i jeles??? not at all... ya.. honestly i'm NOT jeolous at all..yet i'm proud with myself..haha..well, da purpose i'm writing dis entry is becoz i can feel dat i'm getting far from my frens.. ya.. i'm not dat hot, not extra vogue and yet i'm still a muslimah with da some limitation.. sumtime i do not join my frens due to a few reasons.. ya.. i feel like i'm not suitable with them.. sumtime i would 'kecik hati' with them.. haha..childish... i'm not jeolous when people keep 'usha' them or watsoever.. seriously... yet i feel thankful.. ya.. thankful coz God still loving me and make me less 'dosa'.. haha.. very positive thinking..ya.. imam aku pun x la sehebat mane.. if people keep flirting me.. of coz aku tergoda one time rite??? so, it's better for me not be like dat.. em..wat i'm mumbling about.. i juz wanna tell dat i feel so far away from my frens.. am i not suitable with them??? .. em, i dun know whether they feel da same or it's juz me to feel dat way... haha .. aku emosi..!!