Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah...

After berbulan2 dah xupdate blog ni, aku kembali...
Yups.. ak kembali dgn status yg baru..
Status yg baru.. tp aku blum rase lg ape perbezaan nye..

Alhamdulillah...

Pada 24. 4.10 ak selamat ditunangkan..
Dengan siape??
Siapa lg kalo bukan si Dia..
yer.. En Ajai..

Alhamdulillah..

Ayahku sekarang dalam keadaan yg baik..


MasyaAllah..

Aku semakin gemuk... haha.. ni semua sebab stress..
nafsu makan ak makin berganda2..


Almost 5months aku menyepi..
macam2 jadi dlm hidup aku...
hasrat hati nk catatkn semuanye dlm blog ni..
tapi apekan daya..
masa yg menghalang..
malas yg melanda..
aku tahu semua itu alasan..

Aku akan cube catatkn kembali detik2 berharga dlm hidupku itu di dlm blog ini..
pekerjaan aku..
penyakit ayah aku..
pertunangan aku..

Sebelum tu..
aku nk ucap terima kasih sangat2 buat teman2 yg sudi hadir pada majlisku..
i love u all..

Buat si tunang...
Semoga kite berjaya mengharungi segala onak dan duri yg bakal melanda..
Doakan ak menjadi insan yg tabah..

Ya Allah..
Murahkn lah rezeki aku..
Permudahkan lah segala usahaku ke arah ibadat Mu
Jangan la biarkan aku menjadi insan yg alpa dgn duniawi ini..
Jadikan lah aku anak yg berjasa pada org tua ku..

Amin...

bile tuan blog malas

ini la jadinye pada blog ble tuannye sangatla pemalas...


oklah guys...

nnt kn entry yg len..

tuan punye blog sgt mls..

sekian

RENUNGAN

Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"
Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku
Selalu.. Mak ingat kat aku
Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak talipon Mak
Selalu...aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk Emak
Renungkan:
"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja...
bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk Mak?
Mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah".

Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya........

Tapi kalau Mak sudah tiada..........
MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK.... RINDU SANGAT....



Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....
berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....
berapa ramai yang sanggup. mengantikan lampin ibunya.....
berapa ramai yang sanggup..... membersihkan najis ibunya.......
berapa ramai yang sanggup....... membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....
berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....

Dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

Gambar br ku!

Hye peeps...

2 weeks in Dungun...sorila...no story coz i went home. So, no internet access.. Padahal aku mls kn!! Oklah.. aku br je tukar gmbo tu.. Amacam?? Aku tau makin tembam..tp ske hati aku la kn nk ltk gmbr tu.. tp klo buruk sgt, korang gtau ar.. nnt aku tuko gmbr tu.. haha..(aku kesah ke????)

Erm.. sbnrnye..byk mende yg aku nk cte dlm blog ni.. nnt aku start la cte pe yg ptt dlu keh..(ada ke org bc blog aku??) takpe.. aku sendiri bc.. haha..

Buat teman2 aku.. esp kembar aku.. aku rindu sm kamu.. huhu.. nnt jumpe yerk!! Opps.. lg 1.. usia aku dah meningkat lg 1 thn.. huhu.. tp aku nmpk cm 19 kn??kn?? Thanks sgt2 for those yg igt lg besday aku.. thanks nina for sudi blanje aku mkn pizza hr tu.. tu my sistersss and not to forget..my other half..huhu..

Thanks a lot guys!! U all buat hari ku ceria!! Hey... i still not received birthday cake okeh!!! (opppsss..suda dpt..hehe)

I'M BACK

HEY GUYSSSS.. I'M BACK!!!

Dah 3bulan rupenye aku x berblog..
Rindu sebenarnye dgn blog ni..tp slalu xde ms utk type blog sendiri..
bc blog org len ada ms plak..ahaha.. mmg dah dasar mls kn..!!!

So.. wat happen after 3-4 month senyap kn???
haha.. byk perkara sebenarnye...

FIRSTLY----> I'M NOT A STUDENT ANYMORE...
SECOND --> CURRENTLY I'M EMPLOYED...

haha.. kerja cikai2 je..
xlama lg nk berenti la ni.. tension la keje ni..
pasni jd student blk kot.. haha..

td nina call time aku tgh dating.. ckp dapat training INSEP.. haha..
kitaorg ni mmg tgh tggu waktu nk lari je sebenarnye..

KERJA APE??? haha.. clue..clue...

" Celcom Careline.. Liza sedia membantu".. haha..
got it?? konfem sume da tau kn??

Nampak cam sng je kn?? tp stress sbnrnye esp ble dapat kes plik2.. yg xpnah nk dibuat..
nk tnye org ssh.. pandai2 la ko... lately ni aku rs sakit kpl ble pakai headphone aku ni.. serius.. bkn aku
nk ngade2 ke ape.. tp aku sakit kpl dowh... agaknye gelombang dr phone ni kot.. huhu.. btol la kn...???

Aku da xde mood nk keje la.... skang aku tgh bekerja tp call da stat kurang la ptg2 ni..huhu..
setiap ms aku doa.. customer..tlg la drop/silent/prank!! haha.. best arr prank2 call ni... aku suke...

Act, aku xdela benci pn kat kerja ni.. tp stress ble dpt case yg ssh2.. gerammmm.....
pastu cuti kitorg xmenentu.. tau2 jela aku ni.. i luv weekend..
ada ramai insan2 tersayang yg nk kuar.. haha..
skang kne keje shift.. org dah tdo aku br blk.. bosan la gtu kn...

Erm.. how's Utem???
Alhamdullillah.. final sem my result was not bad... Thanks God for that..
masih selamat...
Abg aku duk sibuk suh sambung master.. tp aku xtau la...
Aku follow the flow jela yek...

Pasni aku nk start blk world of blog aku..haha..yeye je..
Yer.. sy xnk private dah.. haha
sblm ni aku private je blog aku..
Motif??? haha.. aku segan ble org bc cite aku sbnrnye...
pastu aku xske org nk kutuk2 aku ke ape..
Tp skang rs cam boring la plak..
sukehati aku la kn...
Mulut org kite xley nk ttp..
Sebenarnye depa jeles... ahaha...

Oklah.. no pic.. sbb aku kat ofis.. blk nnt aku upload pape gmbr yg patut...

Hah.. aritu aku msk paper okeh..dgn anak Sultan.. haha.. time KL Marathon..
Mentang2 aku gemuk jgn ckp aku xley lari eh.. aku kejar kang!!!
aku lari hari tu ... teman anak buah aku.. haha.. aku dah cuak kot2 wartawan amik gmbr aku..
malu dowh... haha...

oklah.. till then.. see u later peeps..

soal hati

kenape kadang2 hati ni rase berbelah bahagi????























xoxo

sigh

Diari seorang suami dan seorang isteri

Rumitnya seorang isteri, dan simplenya seorang suami…jadinya kena selalu berfikiran positif…barulah tercipta rumahku shurgaku!

BUKU HARIAN ISTERI

Malam Minggu - Dia berkelakuan aneh. Sebelumnya kami berjanji bertemu di Cafe. Aku shopping seharian dengan kawan-kawan, sehingga mungkin dia kesal karena aku agak lewat sampai di Cafe, tapi dia tak bercakap..

Dia tak bercakap langsung, jadi aku ajak dia pergi ke tempat yang agak sunyi supaya kami dapat berbincang,
dia setuju tapi tetap diam membisu. Aku tanya apa yang salah - dia jawab, “Tak ada”.

Aku tanyakan apakah kesalahan ku yang membuatnya kesal. Dia kata hal ini tak ada kaitannya dengan ku dan minta aku tak usah sibuk.

Dalam perjalanan pulang, ku katakan aku mencintainya, dia cuma tersenyum tipis dan tetap membisu. Aku tak dapat menjelaskan perangainya petang itu. Aku tak habis-habis berfikir kenapa dia tak menjawab, “Aku cinta kamu juga”.

Sesampainya dirumah, aku merasa kehilangan dia, dan seolah-olah dia takmenghendaki ku lagi. Dia hanya duduk dan nonton depan TV; dia terlihat jauh dan menghilang…..

Akhirnya aku putuskan untuk tidur. Lebih kurang 10 minit kemudian, dia masuk ke kamar. Aku tak tahan lagi, ku putuskan untuk menghadapinya dan menanyakan soal sebenarnya, tapi dia langsung tertidur. Aku mulai menangis sampai tertidur. Aku tak tahu apa yang harus ku lakukan. Hidupku terasa bergoncang…….



BUKU HARIAN SUAMI

Hari ini ManU kalah. SIOOOOOTTTTTT!!!

“See how complicated we (women) are?”
Yes, we (women) are complicated and that’s why we need you, (men) to simplify things

Besfren?

Seorang teman bertanya..

" Kau xde besfren lelaki ke???"

Tetiba.. aku xde jawapan.. lidah kelu berkata..
Perlukah????
Masih ada kah yg sudi????

Cuba-Faizal Tahir

Kadang2 org nampak kite senang, bahagia...
org nmpk kite mcm xpnah ada mslh...
Tp org xtau ape yg kite lalui..
ya.. Allah itu Maha Adil..
mungkin kite tak mewah xseperti org lain..
tak sebahagia org lain..
tp kita x nampak ape yg Allah dh bg kat kite...
kita tak bersyukur..

Ujian yg Allah bagi utk setiap org berbeza..
begitu juga aku..
kadang2 aku rs dh xmampu nk hadapi nye..
aku penat..
aku tenat..
aku sakit..
aku xtau nk buat ape..
tp aku redho...
aku cube buat xtau...
aku sentiasa harap semuanya akan ok..
aku harap esk aku akan lupe sume tu..
tp knape esk mende tu jd lagi
dh lagi...
sehingga aku rs penat..
aku xtau sampai bile aku mampu bertahan...
semuanya aku simpan...
aku takut satu hari aku xmampu bertahan..
aku takut semuanya akan...

teruk kah aku??
ya.. mungkin aku teruk..
aku bukan yg terbaik.,,
dan aku xmampu berikan yg terbaik..
aku xmemahami...
aku xpandai mengambil hati..
aku xpandai..

tp aku suda cuba ape yg aku TERMAMPU..
mungkin xcukup baik..
xcukup sempurna..

Ya Allah... ko tunjukkan la jln yg perlu aku pilih..
jgn la Kau biarkan nasib diri ini ditentukan oleh diri ini sendiri..
aku lemah..
aku tak mampu berbuat ape...
aku hanya mampu menerima...
Tolongla aku..
berikanla kesabaran kepada ku...

LOVE>??

love? like??

Message: In front of the person you love your heart beatsfaster
But in front of the person you like you get happy

In front of the person you love winter seems likespring
But in front of the person you like winter is justbeautiful winter

If you look into the eyes of the one you love youblush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you likeyou smile

In front of the person you love you can't sayeverything on your mind
But in front of the person you like you can

In front of the person you love you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like you can showyour own self

When the one you love is crying you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying you end upcomforting

The feeling of love starts from the eyeAnd the feeling of like starts from the ear
So if you stop liking a person you used to likeAll you need to do is cover your ears, but if youtry to close your eyesLove turns into a drop of tear and remains in yourheart foreverafter

girls FACT(s)

girls FACT(s)

(1) When a girl is angry, don't ask her whats wrong.
Think of the answer yourself. A girl does not like to say the reason.

(2) When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile.

(3) When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand

(4) When she wants a hug, she will just stand there.

(5) When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.

(6) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.

(7) When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.(8) When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will bearound.

(9) When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not fine at all.

(10) When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games.

(11) When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

(12) When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.

(13) When a girl says, "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

(14) When a girl is mean to you after a break-up ,she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever.

erm

Nora - Secebis Harapan

Tika keheningan aku bagai dibuai
Dinginnya malam yang panjang
Tika kegelapan sayu unggas berdendang
Mengubat hati yang rawan
Bagaikan dinginnya malam yang suram
Begitulah diriku diibaratkan

Dalam kesamaran ku rempuhi ranjau
Biarpun payah ku teruskan
Siapa memandang tidakkan ku hirau
Biarpun pedih ku tahankan
Jamahlah bintang
Beri daku sinaran
Semoga hati ku cekal

Akan ku teruskan walau harus ditelan
Seribu nista di tangan

Terbanglah hai unggas bebas di awan
Agar kan tercapai sinar gemerlapan

Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan
Hanya padamu ku serahkan
Apakah kan ada ketulusan jiwa
Yang menilai ku seadanya

Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan
Hanya padamu ku serahkan

Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan
Ku pasrah padamu Tuhan
Tuhan......

Heart break

After a long journey of our relationship.. i'm hurt!!! yup.. after almost 4 years!!! i juz can't accept how he could do dis to me... i had all da feeling.. sad.. mad.. frustrated.. upset.. all in one.. i keep thinking how he could have the another 'gurl' within such limited time.. i tot he never had time for dat.. but..hello..its wat we call MAN rite!!! i tot he juz spending his time at office during weekday n with me on weekeend!! owhh shit!! celah mane lagi die smpat menyelit utk lg '2' org!!!! not 1 ok... owh god...i dun know wat to say... i'm so sad...

bohsan

Starting time: 11.25 AM
Name: Mizzliza
Sisters: 2 older sisters
Brothers: 2, the youngest and the eldest
Shoe size: 6 or 7
Height: 160 maybe..
Where do you live: Currently in Melaka...
Have you ever been on a plane: Yes, once only.. tiket blk terlepas flight.. my fren tersilap tgk time..
Swam in the ocean: Ermm...
Fallen asleep at school: Alwayz..haha..skang pn slalu tdo;p
Broken someone’s heart: I guess.
Fell off your chair: Ermm...

Saved e-mails: Yes
What is your room like: tah la.. kat bwh ni byk buku2..exam mode okeh.. little bit messy kot.
What’s right beside you: My bantalsss n my blanket.
What is the last thing you ate: Beef burger, porridge n fries.
Chicken pox: xpnah kne lg kot..
Sore throat: slalu je kot
Stitches: None... .
Broken nose: No.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Ya.. I believe .
Like picnics: Erm. klo pns aku xske..
Who was/were…The last person you danced with: I don't dance.
Last made you smile: DSP paper.. coz tah hape2 aku jawab...
You last yelled at: ntah…
Talked to someone you like: Nope.. kami bergaduh skng.
Kissed anyone: no one wanna kiss me.. haha
Get sick: heart ache.
Talk to an ex: Nope
Miss someone: Danish Haziq
Who do you really hate: Erm...
Do you like your hand-writing: Sometimes.
Are your toe nails painted: No.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Erm.. besides hotel.. my parent's bed pn not bad tho.
What color shirt are you wearing now: Brown
Are you a friendly person: Mmhh... Not really..
Do you have any pets: No...
Do you sleep with the TV on: Sumtime..ble dh mengantuk sgt tp gatal nk tgk jgk tv.
What are you doing right now: Typing...
Can you handle the truth: I supposed so.
Are you closer to your mother or father: Mother.
Do you eat healthy: Skang aku rs sgt xhealthy. but i eat veggie
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: Erm... ada ke???!
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: pujuk hati sendiri..haha.. need hug act...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Loud i guess.
Are you confident: In certain situation, yes.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
- I'm 12 years old.. sitting for UPSR .
- i got 5A's in UPSR.
- Applied for SBP n MRSM... i managed to get into SESMA
- Duk umah kne cebok air dr tangki longkang n siram pokok!!!aku benci buat mende tu.. tu yg berkobar2 nk msk SBP
- Pegi skolah nek beskal.. penat weh

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- Beli umah.
- Beli kete
- Berhenti blajo (kes tension exam) duk umah goyang kaki.
- Gi travel.
- Erm.. 'billionaire.. xbaek kedekut..derma la sket*

5 of my bad habits:
- Aku mudah tersinggung sbnrnnye..haha.
- Study week ni aku sgt mls mandi...
- Dlu ske ggt kuku..tp skang tidak lg
-Aku kuat kentot...haha
-Aku kuat sendawa juga..haha..byk angin maa

5 places I’ve lived/living:
- Dungun --> my hometown
- K.Trg --> SESMA
- Melaka -->PKN
- Gambang--> Matrikulasi
- Melaka--sekarang

Weekend lagi

Dis is da crazy entry.. geram tol dgn mende alah ni..len aku susun gmbr..len jd nyer.. almost 5 times aku wat die still jd xtersusun..at last.. mls... so, sori la diatas gmbr yg xtersusun ni.. ok.. dah bout 2 weeks xupdate blog...i'm suupppppppeeeerrrr duperrr bz.. withh da test, assignment, and my PSM... and dating too:p last 2 week, kami berdating lg... tp Mr.B yg dtg amik..coz i sgt mls nk pegi MC nek bas ke KL... mula2 xnk jumpe..tp ble tibe je weekend...rindu gle..hahah..gedik kn kami??? Jumaat mlm tu aku ada kls.. kete Mr.B lak signal lum ok... blk keje mlm tu die repair sendiri kete die..huhu..hebat juga kamu ni ye Mr.B... :) Mr.B demand nk suh aku msk since die snggup dtg amik awek kesayangan die ni tgh2 mlm...haha.. kul 11 lbh die stat gerak dr KL.. aku lak pas hbs kls g kedai bli minced beef n mushroom... ya.. i'm gonna make Fettucine Carbonara... senang shaja... bhn2 nye...

San Remo Fettucine..

Hehe.. lupe amik gmbr bhn2.. tp sng jer... 1 tin carbonara sauce from Prego, mushroom, bwg besar n garlic too...

Tp coz nk kc mkn utk sume org, aku knela mencairkan skit sauce pasta tu... rs nye kurang kawww!!!. Mr.B arrive around 1230am... then we heading to KL...cian Mr.B pnat.. hehe..

Da next day kuar jln2 di MidValley.. nk jumpa adik aku jap time tu... time smpai Mid adik aku lak tgh tgk wyg..so, kitaorg pi mkn dlu kat TCRS... aku rs harga die naik la.. tahla.. aku rs mhl..

we had promotion set consist of

1) Pai Tee (Regular)

2) Choice of Gado-gado or Kerabu Mango3

) Single Serve Chicken**(Choice of Roast, Steamed or Braised)

4) Choice of TCRS Honey BBQ Chicken,Assam Fish, Curry Chickenor Hong Kong Beef Stew

5) Pak Choy with Oyster Sauce (Small)

6) Sai To Fish Balls (Regular)

7) 2 bowls of Rice

8) Soup of the day

9) 2 Pepsi

10) also Ayam Percik

Boleh la..tp too much chicken..xhbs pn.. soup soto ayam kitaorg tapau coz dh xmuat nk sumbat dlm perut...Then, kitaorg jln2.. Mr.B bli t-shirt 2 helai... katenye die xde bj dah..hehe.... lenkali kt g bli byk2 lg yer... Dh pnat jln2 kami berehat pulak(mkn lg)... both of us pening kpl..haha..sape suh tgk bjj byk ngat.. Mr.B ajak pi Starbuck(die ajak okeh..not me!!) tp aku yg byar... haha...

Pie tu aku mkn sorang je.. Mr.B xmkn..die ckp perut die angin..

Act, motif hari tu nk cr cincin br for both of us... Tomei ada buat promotion..suasa putih for couple.. sgt cantik... tp xmampu la... cian kat Mr.B... mhl sgt... so, disebabkn xjumpa kat sane.. Mr.B ajak pi JJ Maluri je... tp len plak jd nye...hehe.. aku mintak Mr.B byrkan aku nye jeans dlu..haha..dpt PTPTN br byr blk... haha.. I got a new LEVI's.. xmhl sgt pn... i'm desperately need it syg.. xselesa xde jeans... pas bli jeans jumpe kedai silver ni.. Silver from Italy..pure 925.. kate die la...

My ring... Mr.B sarungkan pd 19.10.08... tempat: Platform 7, Puduraya.. haha..mlm tu xsempat nk sarungkn

Tetibe ada gmbr 'maid' aku ni..oppss..silap.. pembantu aku ni hah.. mekasih ye neng.. jasamu ku kenang... klo x, msti lmbt siap pasta aku..

Kami bli cincin di sini.. ISSIMO.. - tarikh lahir cincin ni 181008

Thanks to Mr.B for da ring.. u pamper me so much.. sggup hntr amik i slalu.. kne tdo dlm kete.. all those thing i'll remember dear.. Thanks!!

Update!!

ya.. sori coz dh lame xupdate.. i'm so bz with my new life.. later, i'll story more.. but for now, i'm so happy coz i had much shopping within dis few week..:)) (gembiranye kalo tetiap ari leh sopin).. firstly, i tried dis essesce from TheFaceShop.. i luv dis brand.. y?? bcoz, all da product had a very nice smell and all da product made from organic. i bought essence for pore minimizer.. yea.. i had big pore and i'm so scared bout it.. now, aku tgh survey2 pe skincare yg bgs.. i dun realy mind da price asalkan da result tu fabulous.. i'm dreaming to hav a flawless skin.. putih gebu.. huhu.. anyone wanna help me?? let me know ok!!

pore minimizer essence+2 free sample of cleansing foam(sgt2 wangi)

Last Tuesday, i took off to KL.. yea.. tu meet my bf yg di rindui..huhu.. ya, i miss him so much :( hehe.. naik bas kul 1230am, smpai lbh krg kul 5am.. then my b, tp die tdo mati!!! sbo jer aku nih!!! rs nak nangis gile.. dhla both my hp habis bateri.. aku cuak gle.. dhlaa kul 5 pg, kat pudu plak tu.. time tu mmg rs geram gle kat die.. sik baik ada indon tu kc pinjm hp die.. kali yg keberapa ribu br la my b angkt hp.. bout 20min after dat, my b smpai... went to her aunt home 1st coz he'll send me on his way to office.. then, ptg tu i asked him to go to Pavillion..i'm looking for my watch!! 1st, pegi fossil and Guess.. but da Guess yg aku nk tu xde.. xbyk choice kt situ.. + aku dh syok dgn jam fossil.., so decide to hav dis watch..

Square Link

Actually, aku prefer leather, tp memikirkan jam sgt sng nk kne air, nnt leather tu jd busuk.. so i choose steel jela.. Tp 1 hal yg aku xpuas hati!! xpuas hati dgn SA fossil tu! diorg ni cm mls nk lyn je.. cm ingt aku xmampu bli ke ape?????????? menyampah btol!! tau la muka aku cm budak2 lg.. :p

i also had new perfume!! Vera Wang Princess!! my b laa yg beria nk beli perfume2, last2 aku yg bli... padahal xde dlm list aritu pn..hampeh tol.. nway, another my wishlist dh berjaya di grab even not da exact one!!

the next day, we all terlwt g pudu.. and i missed da bus!! hehe.. my b trapped in the jam.. terpaksalaa bli tkt lain...it's ok.. leh jln2 lg kn yg?? hehe..
*yg, i miss u so much la.. nape erk i dh xmrh2 u skng?? nnt kite sopin lg yerk!! b blanjer eh!! i nk make up + new jeans laa..plizz

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such a few month since i starting blogging.. i know.. it's not a femes blog.. coz mmg me xnk femeskan.. at 1st, me rs cam nk publishkn utk umum gak.. tp ble pk kn blk.. byk buruknye dr yg baik.. 1st, coz my blog ni cam poyos2 skit.. ya.. kind of cam berangan lbh.. well, dis is my blog.. i nk berangan ke ape, i punye suke la kn.. tp i tau.. nnt akan ada org yg xske... i xnk ada org kate i poyos ke, berlagak ke ape, english aku lintang pukang ke ape..coz at last, aku yg akan sakit ht.. tul x??? coz the main purpose im writing is to share, to express my feeling, and release my stress.. ya..sumtime i dun have shoulder to cry on.. smtime i feel so alone.. second, i'm afraid when some of my family member read my blog.. ya.. i feel shy, and i dun want they noe certain thing bout me...

My current wishlist!!

well.. currently, i'm in dizzy mode.. such a lot of thing inside my head.. and i'm so eager to have all dis thingy...
First, i wanna have a new watch... ya.. i need it.. kalo aku mkin hold, smpi bile pun xdpt kn..tp still cam pening lalat skit.. kalo beli jam ni.. after dis cam sakit skit la..but i still wanna have diss...

i dun know which one is better.. pliz help me..it's dis one?

or dis one?? or dis one??? yg ni quite ok laaa
i also reeeeaaaaalllyyy need jeans... my previous levis xbest laa.. me rs cam nk kc my sis jer.. coz me dh jrg sgt gune..
erm.. lately, aku dh cam gile skit dgn mekap... i survey a lot and i really wanna hav dis.. it's about 100, cam syg la plak kn.. adui..aku pening..
ni plak loose powder from make up for ever... lot of review ckp dis loose powder ok.. shud i hav a try???

erm... i wanna have dis one too... pening2

I also had a long term target...

act, aku cm dh mls nk pk bout hp coz i juz had n70 a year ago... but dis hp really caught my eyes.. why??? first, coz it's slide phone, 2nd, the price not so bad.. which is cheaper than my n70, 3rd, it's music edition and lastly, bcoz my lil brother, keep asking if i wanna sell my n70, he wanna buy it and i can get dis one...
With love from hillary duff.. i didn't had a chance yet to try dis fragrance.. but from da review, it such a very nice perfume.. i wanna have one...

and dis gedikness... br je lately terasa nk have one... Nikon D60 DSLR camera..xtau laa ble mampu ni..

and lastly, i wanna hav a new lappy... i dun mind da brand, but i juz luv da colour of da lappy.. i think i shud have a skin for my lappy..hehe

mix feeling weekend

Last Friday, my sis and i went to Megamall(again and again..).. ya.. i forgot to tell da very gud news.. hehe.. act, i dapat duit allowance practical... huhu..i'm so hepi.. which is i can pay my mom's money and of coz i can shopping more... Since i already had extra money, my mum asked me to buy an earing.. ya.. i dun have any.. my mum so pi trade in die nye earing yg lama... my sis pun bli jugak coz die nye earing sebelah dh hilang... end up i had to add some cash for the earing.. xkesah laa kn...

Erm.. da next day.. my b come to kuantan.. hehe.. i cooked for him.. dat morning, my brother and family went to KL for holiday.. while my boo come here,,hehe..take advantage gak arr... dat morning, bgn awal, vacuum umah.. bersih kan sume.. around 11am, kuar pi bli brg.. i wanna cook him masak lemak cili api.. hehe.. balik umh, br stat nk mask, he told me he's already at gambang.. adui... me rushing masak..with da help of my sister... and trus pi amik die...
sampai umh, asked him to mkn dlu... and die ckp sedap.. hehe. juz like her mom's cook.. wow.. hebat x aku?? serius sedap..hahah.. then kuar pi megamall lg.. haha.. kali ni nk pi tukar cincin br lak.. haha.. die laa yg beria nk suh aku bli yg ni.. beria kc pinjam dlu duit..
gambar ni blurr coz snap dlm kete.. hehe

Then, we headed to TC.. die pi amik gambar... lately, i feel like fall in luv with da DSLR camera.. serius... kind of interest dgn new nikon D60 DSLR camera.. harganye bout rm2500.. erm.. next target laa..haha.. Mlm tu plak juz lepak kat umah..tgk AF6.. bout 11pm, going out for midnite movie.. ya.. we watched 27 dresses.. erm.. i had no idea wat to describe.. my boo ckp cite tu ok.. tp me rs a bit boring..maybe coz me soo mengantuk and pening kpl... so i'm not really enjoying da movie.. time nk blk tu.. cam scary je area gsc tu.. dgn ramai org yg cam 'xbtol' sket.. and i'm so scared.. serius.. i'm scared... but my b cam buat dunno jer.. not even hold my hand(kat tempat yg xperlu beria lak pegang tgn aku*sigh*) he juz let me walked by my own.. time tu aku cam dh hangin... rase cam nk penampor je klo die pgg tgn aku lain kali... herhhh... aku pun dh hlg mood and sooo moody, trs blk... give him blanket and pillow..suh die tdo kat living room.. my sis asked me sembur 'riqsect'(betul ke eja??) coz cam ada nyamuk kat bwh.. tp me malas.. padan muke u.. sape suh wat i marah!!!!

my smile turn into 'sour face' after da movie.. herhhhh

da next day, we planned nk pi breakfast kat 'Zaman', tp all of us bgn lewat.. so x pi laa.. around 12 kuar pi giant.. mkn sizzling... lastly, me bought 'bio-serai'.. haha.. peh laa aku mengarut kn.. takpe2.. another usaha kn.. klo x usaha camne nk berjaya.. ya.. i desperately need to kempiskn my belly ni.. buwuk gle perut aku ni... mau je aku cut-off the extra lemak kat perut ni...then, sent my sister at home, and my b took his brg2.. kuar pi megamall jap.. i'm looking for da jeans... try some jeans kat giordano.. ok and comfortable... tp design nye kurang menarik... so me x bli pun.. then kuar pi mkn kat 'Mok Naa' at tanjung lumpur.. dis kedai.. very ramai org... ramai ggiiiilllleee.. we hav to wait juz to get a seat... my sis pun join skali since die br sudah mengajar tuisyen.. then, me anta my boo blk... bye2 dear..

super duper pressure

Last 2 day i started to blocked my blog due a few reason... i did it immediately, right after i noticed sumone read my blog.. since i did it in urgent, i couldn't remember the exact email of 'him'... i juz manage to invite him(i tot dat's da correct email).. he's da only one i invite...not even my friend and my sista.. juz now.. i read his blog..and he told(in his blog) dat he's not invited!!!! i'm sooooooooooo gerammmmmmmmmmm.. susah sgt ke nk tnye aku??????? then, keep thinking yg bukan2 coz he's not invited... u didn't know what happen to me and u keep 'tuduh' me yg bukan2... i really not sure either i can stand it or not..
i'm so tension rite now... feel like wanted to run away from 'malaysia'... i juz received call from my brother.. he scold me becoz of something wrong happen to his laptop.. and i'm da one who's using his laptop last nite... i was very pressure... ya..verrrrrrryyyyyy..... and i feel like want to cry rite now.. . and i call him back.. he said becoz i did not shut down properly..i dun know.. i think i had shut down properly.. em..maybe my mistake..and i admit it.. maybe i didn't realized last nite... and i promise..dis gonna be my last time using his laptop.. lately.. i always had argue with faris... he's too over... i feel like want to 'cili' kn mulut die jer.. i'm sooooooooooo geram dgn die.. cam siot jer.. wat bising2 marahkan aku.. ckp kuat2 so dat his parent can listen.. cam sialllllllll cam babiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii............ mau je aku penampor sebijik... i know..he juz a child..but i think he's too over lately.... i'm so tertekan skang... i had 2 main problem..with my brother family and him... i don't know till when i can stand dis... i read his blog.. and i know wat he mean.. he cannot sharing with him... i'm not understand him.. i ignore him and watsoever.... in fact, i didn't get wat he mean... i'm selfish????????????????????? sumtime i had to... i also had no one to share... ya.. he said i own him and i can let he know.. haha...r u sure dat u really interest to know my problem???? da way he wrote in his blog.. like he's da one yg xde tempat nk sharing... and he only wrote in blog to share... but me??? ya.. i do have blog..but i still have to covered wat i wrote to 'jg hati' die.... or else.. he will manipulate my writing... huh.. maybe both of us selfish... pk diri sendiri jer... msg2 pk diri sendiri.. and both keep 'balas dendam'... i dun know wat might happen to us in future...
em..well, talking bout my brother family.. i'm so sabar..esp with my brother... i keep it for a long time.. and sumtime i can't resist it anymore... ya.. since my secondary.. i would cried if i mention his name... but i dun know how i can stay here..??? he's da one who's invited me to practical here.. and since i didn't get da other offer..i think it would be ok... and i tot he's already 'ok'... em..i'm so sad rite now.. i won't told bout him.. it's better..